Hi Bloggiee...
Funny, super funny, I have a new found friend and it was nice talking to him. Let me share one of his stories with you.
Chat mode type... hehe
G: if ever may away kau ng gf mo tas galit na galit xa anu gagawin mo?
B: ako.
G: uu
B: it depends kung kaninong fault
G: kunwari sau
B: if its my fault... id say sorry.. ill tell the truth para di na lumaki ang problem.
B: ill wait for her to take her time to forgive me.
B: hanggang sa maaari.. gusto ko maayos agad
B: because i dont wanna lose her.
B: having a girlfriend is not like picking a food sa menu..
B: its like.. having the person that you're going to marry
B: when i was young cguro.. ganun lang. as in display.. and para masabi lang na may gf ka
B: but now.. as i grow old.. nagiging iba na yung point of view ko
B: cguro i made some mistakes dati
G: hmmm..
B: but.. as time goes by
B: natututo ako sa mistakes ko
B: di ko deny na nanloko din ako dati
B: naging two timer..
B: and big liar
B: and i learned my lesson
B: not just a lesson ha...
B: I learned it the HARD Way !
B: and ayun..
B: habang tumatanda.. nagiging iba na nga point of view ko..
B: dati kase parang puppy puppy love lang.. and stuff....
B: pero syempre.. habang tumatanda ka..
B: namimili ka na ng girl
B: na makakasama mo sa buong buhay mo
B: til the day i die.
G: haha...
G: tell me somethng about the two timer thing
G: if its ok..
B: ako...
B: yung nangyari dati ?
G: yup..
B: okay
B: ill share it with you
G: panu ngyri...
B: here it goes
G: at baket?
G: go
B: there was a sweet guy....
B: (me)
B: who craves for love...
B: and attention
B: one time... nagkaroon sha ng friend na girl.
B: first they became buddies..
B: and then naging bandmate.
B: nagkaligawan.. and stuff.
B: they became close
B: torpe din yung guy eh
B: shet
G: haha'
B: pero naging sila.
B: but our bastard hero... thinks that ... that love is not enough for him
B: so.. he seeks more.. attention
B: not just a normal attention from his friends or peers.. dahil medyo "popular" sha
B: and influencial cool jackass
B: pero yung hinahanap nya sa gf nya.. yung ibang qualities na meron ang NEW girl that he met sa isang party.
B: of course.. naging close sila..
G: taposssss
B: being sweet that he is... na fall yung NEW Girl sa kanya.
B: and this guy...
B: loves the sweetness and thoughtfulness of this new girl
G: hmm
B: but he also like his first girl's assertiveness and patience...
B: kung ano ang meron sa isa.. yun ang wala sa isa... vice versa..
B: now.. this guy is confused..
B: he loved both girls...
B: a kind of love.. that he thinks he's not cheating....
B: wala sa mind nya na nagccheat sha.. dahil nararamdaman nya lang ang pagmamahal sa dalawang girls...
B: pero ang hindi nya alam....
B: nagiging unfair.. dahil hindi na sha honest...
B: until the time na hindi nya na matiis ang guilt nya...
B: sinabi nya ang truth sa dalawa...
G: mygod.. tapos?
B: he recieved the greatest bichslapping of his lifetime...
B: not physically..
B: but mentally... emotionally...
B: both parties.. suffered.. cried so hard...
B: all parties...
B: the guy understand and appreciate all the efforts ng mga girlfriends nya...
B: pero... bakit ganun..
B: kulang pa ang pagmamahal ng isa?
B: so.. ayun...
B: he lost BOTH
G: ><
B: and it hurts...
B: hindi ko naman talaga intended manloko..
B: i fell in love in wrong time.. wrong place....
B: wala
B: that was a loong time ako.. like.. 6 years.
B: actually.. I cant let go sa dalawa ...
B: pero i reflected...
B: so ayun dba.. i told the truth sa dalawa.
B: i asked for forgiveness...
B: i told them how much i loved them... how much i appreciate everything theyve done for me... i told them that i want to love them everyday...
B: but..
B: im a failure...
B: i felt so guilty.. and ashamed...
B: its not my intention na paglaruan ko sila...
B: since i cant choose between those special girls who i loved the most....
B: ako nalang ang lalayo....
B: so ayun... nag sorry ako sa family nila
B: sa parents.. brothers... sisters..
B: i was forgiven naman
B: napatawad ako ng both girls..
B: pero hindi ko pa rin mapatawad ang sarili ko
B: kaya ako nalang talaga ang lumayo
-Nice story.. It seems that every love story were all the same. The only difference is the approach and the way people handle it. Sometimes, when people were in pain,
they just can't forgive but when they forget the person, they forget the pain, eventually they can forgive. *sana* ^^