Finally

Sakit! sobra! kala ko ready na ako sa mga posible kong marinig o malaman, pero sabi nga ni kuxhie.. "no one is truely prepared." Masaya ako kase alam q na ung totoo, lahat ng iniisip ko nawala. lahat ng paghihinala ko ngkaron ng sagot... gusto kong sumigaw sa sobrang sakit! gusto kong gumanti! gusto ko maramdaman nya kung gano kasakit ung nararamdaman ko! gusto ko malaman nya na gustuhin ko man xa mapatawad hnd ko magawa! pero ngyari na eh! at sa hinaba-haba ng mga pangyayari un din nmn ang sumatotal...

FEW WORDS for him...
"salamat sa lahat, totoo man o hndi salamat pa din.. learn from your mistakes ok? hnd na natin mababalik ung ngyari na.. itama mo n lng ung mga pgkakamali mo.. im sure marami pang mgmamahal sau.. sana lng alam mo na kung pano sila pahalagahan.. at sana matutong makuntento sa kung anong meron... ingat n lng lage.. im sure ul be happy soon.. ciao"

And for u know hu..
"thank u sa lahat.. sa pg gawa ng way pra maayos lahat. God will bless u for doing good things for other people.. God Bless you. Saludo aq sa paninindigan mo! isang bagay na hndi mananakaw ng ibang tao! again, thank u frend!"

*Feel the pain until it hurts no more...*

If a Man Wants You

I’ve read a blog regarding “if a man wants you.” Basically, it’s true. If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away from you, no excuses if he is super busy ‘because definitely he will find ways for you. A relationship is consists of two whole individuals. Look for someone complimentary, not supplementary. And here’s what every girl should know…
“Don’t fully commit to a man who doesn’t give u everything that you need most specially his TIME”

A Rose

A rose can say I love you and want you to be mine,
A rose can say I thank you for being so very kind,
A rose can say congratulations, whatever the occasion may be,
A rose can say I miss you and wish you were here with me,
A rose can say I'm sorry if I've hurt you in any way....
A rose can say get well soon, May God bless you today,
A rose can say I wish you happiness, and the best for you each day..
A rose can say farewell when someone goes away,
A rose can say hello, I'm thinking of you today,
There's just so many wonderful things that a rose can say,
A rose can say goodbye when a love one is laid to rest,
No matter what there is to say, a rose can say it best.

-dallas

*been very busy lately that I wasn't able to update my blog, so sad (T.T)
I'll be writing again, soon.. very, very soon... *

Hand of Rose

i will hold your hand
til our hands grow old and get wrinkles
i will love more each day
and make your heart feels that it tickles

i will hold your hand tight
and offer a pretty rose
even if its dirty
after cooking our breakfast, french toast.

rose im searching, dont know her whereabouts.
fraid` not my mistress but please do pout
alarm alarm i made some rings
late again, breakfast she brings

together we are, now free like a dove
holding your hand is what i love
from the day we met til the day i die
promised venus i cannot lie..

i will hold your hand
til our hands grow old and get wrinkles
i will love you each day
protect you forever with my six sickles

sting tail, sharp claws, red twin flower
songs of glory, old spell, age of tower

written by: dallas ^^

-there was a missin' stanza..
*Thanks.. super nice.. I super like it..*

Loving two different persons..

Hi Bloggiee...
Funny, super funny, I have a new found friend and it was nice talking to him. Let me share one of his stories with you.
Chat mode type... hehe

G: if ever may away kau ng gf mo tas galit na galit xa anu gagawin mo?
B: ako.
G: uu
B: it depends kung kaninong fault
G: kunwari sau
B: if its my fault... id say sorry.. ill tell the truth para di na lumaki ang problem.
B: ill wait for her to take her time to forgive me.
B: hanggang sa maaari.. gusto ko maayos agad
B: because i dont wanna lose her.
B: having a girlfriend is not like picking a food sa menu..
B: its like.. having the person that you're going to marry
B: when i was young cguro.. ganun lang. as in display.. and para masabi lang na may gf ka
B: but now.. as i grow old.. nagiging iba na yung point of view ko
B: cguro i made some mistakes dati
G: hmmm..
B: but.. as time goes by
B: natututo ako sa mistakes ko
B: di ko deny na nanloko din ako dati
B: naging two timer..
B: and big liar
B: and i learned my lesson
B: not just a lesson ha...
B: I learned it the HARD Way !
B: and ayun..
B: habang tumatanda.. nagiging iba na nga point of view ko..
B: dati kase parang puppy puppy love lang.. and stuff....
B: pero syempre.. habang tumatanda ka..
B: namimili ka na ng girl
B: na makakasama mo sa buong buhay mo
B: til the day i die.
G: haha...
G: tell me somethng about the two timer thing
G: if its ok..
B: ako...
B: yung nangyari dati ?
G: yup..
B: okay
B: ill share it with you
G: panu ngyri...
B: here it goes
G: at baket?
G: go
B: there was a sweet guy....
B: (me)
B: who craves for love...
B: and attention
B: one time... nagkaroon sha ng friend na girl.
B: first they became buddies..
B: and then naging bandmate.
B: nagkaligawan.. and stuff.
B: they became close
B: torpe din yung guy eh
B: shet
G: haha'
B: pero naging sila.
B: but our bastard hero... thinks that ... that love is not enough for him
B: so.. he seeks more.. attention
B: not just a normal attention from his friends or peers.. dahil medyo "popular" sha
B: and influencial cool jackass
B: pero yung hinahanap nya sa gf nya.. yung ibang qualities na meron ang NEW girl that he met sa isang party.
B: of course.. naging close sila..
G: taposssss
B: being sweet that he is... na fall yung NEW Girl sa kanya.
B: and this guy...
B: loves the sweetness and thoughtfulness of this new girl
G: hmm
B: but he also like his first girl's assertiveness and patience...
B: kung ano ang meron sa isa.. yun ang wala sa isa... vice versa..
B: now.. this guy is confused..
B: he loved both girls...
B: a kind of love.. that he thinks he's not cheating....
B: wala sa mind nya na nagccheat sha.. dahil nararamdaman nya lang ang pagmamahal sa dalawang girls...
B: pero ang hindi nya alam....
B: nagiging unfair.. dahil hindi na sha honest...
B: until the time na hindi nya na matiis ang guilt nya...
B: sinabi nya ang truth sa dalawa...
G: mygod.. tapos?
B: he recieved the greatest bichslapping of his lifetime...
B: not physically..
B: but mentally... emotionally...
B: both parties.. suffered.. cried so hard...
B: all parties...
B: the guy understand and appreciate all the efforts ng mga girlfriends nya...
B: pero... bakit ganun..
B: kulang pa ang pagmamahal ng isa?
B: so.. ayun...
B: he lost BOTH
G: ><
B: and it hurts...
B: hindi ko naman talaga intended manloko..
B: i fell in love in wrong time.. wrong place....
B: wala
B: that was a loong time ako.. like.. 6 years.
B: actually.. I cant let go sa dalawa ...
B: pero i reflected...
B: so ayun dba.. i told the truth sa dalawa.
B: i asked for forgiveness...
B: i told them how much i loved them... how much i appreciate everything theyve done for me... i told them that i want to love them everyday...
B: but..
B: im a failure...
B: i felt so guilty.. and ashamed...
B: its not my intention na paglaruan ko sila...
B: since i cant choose between those special girls who i loved the most....
B: ako nalang ang lalayo....
B: so ayun... nag sorry ako sa family nila
B: sa parents.. brothers... sisters..
B: i was forgiven naman
B: napatawad ako ng both girls..
B: pero hindi ko pa rin mapatawad ang sarili ko
B: kaya ako nalang talaga ang lumayo

-Nice story.. It seems that every love story were all the same. The only difference is the approach and the way people handle it. Sometimes, when people were in pain,
they just can't forgive but when they forget the person, they forget the pain, eventually they can forgive. *sana* ^^

A Letter For You...

I know you’d find time to read this one.

For more than two years we’ve been together, we’ve shared everything and anything under the sun. Those two years was such a wonderful experience. All our ups and downs, I know we’ve learned from those things.

While I was on my way home, I was staring at the people out side the window. I couldn’t stop myself from thinking about what had happen. I would really want to ask you, where did I go wrong? What did I do that was not right for you? That was not right for us… I couldn’t find the right words to describe all the emotions inside me. I want to tell you how much I hate you, how much I want to curse you and your friends for making me feel stupid, for making fool of me. I would like to tell everybody how bad you are, that you don’t have any right to hurt me. That you don’t deserve any love from those people who cares about you. I want to hurt you physically! To let you know that the pain inside me that was caused by you is unforgivable! I want you to know how it feels to be fooled by someone you love. I want to see you in pain! I want to see you cry! I want to see you fall! I want you to feel more than what I’m feeling right now! I’m all messed up, thanks to you!

But, it’s not me if I do that. Yes, I’m in deep pain and I still don’t know, when will this pain die but I’m willing to let go. In time I know everything will be okay. But for now, I don’t want to hear anything about you and I don’t want to see you again! With all the sadness and all the bad emotions inside me I’m still hoping that you’d be happy with whoever that person is.

I’ll be starting to live a new life without you. I’ll try to forget you and eventually forgive you. I’ll try to be more optimistic.

End of the line for you and me… ciao…

He was just a Dream...

It's been a rough road for me this past few days and I really don't know where am I getting all my strengths just to cope from my day to day sadness and hurtfulness. Why can't he just tell me the truth and leave me alone? I deserve to be happy and to feel loved. Oh well, I know the truth, it hurts, a lot actually, and it seems that no one is noticing the pain inside me. But it's ok, I know it will end soon even if I'm so tired of everything that sometimes I just want to sleep and forget everything. Right now, he was a dream that started with wonderful thoughts and feelings but ended with the worst scenario. Yes! He was just a dream and I need to wake up from these nightmare that was given to me buy a devil prince!

Too Much Burden...

"i was so disappointed with you..."

those words are enough to make my whole world fall apart...

*tapos dadagdag kpa? ayos nmn yan /swt*

An Endless River...

Dear Blog,

Hi, for the longest time I was so in love with a man whom I thought who loves me so much. But hearing his story on how sweet they are when they were together breaks my heart into tiny pieces. A big revelation! I try to smile for my friends, for my family, for my work, but when I'm all alone inside my room, emptiness cover the whole me. It's hard, very very hard to pray every night that things would fall into their own places, that eventually things would get better between me and him. But how can that be possible if he is with the other girl?

Bitterness? Yes! It's all inside my heart! I am hurt and he is continuously hurting me by denying everything that I know. I just wish I could tell him every details that were inside my mind but I can't. I'm considering the people who are helping me in this battle.

Why is it so hard for him to tell the truth? Again, for the longest time "she" was the issue but I never complain! Why? Simply because I want to trust him! But I guess he doesn't deserve it. I guess, he doesn't really love me at all. And I think I need to wake up from this dream that ended as a nightmare!

Right now, all I can say is, "I never did anything wrong but to love you more than I love myself. And now that I'm having a hard time getting back to the usual me, I know in time I'll be ok. I know in time I can find forgiveness for you and her. But for now, I'll be praying very very hard for me to surpass all of this.


Trying to be strong,
-princess.yrose-

Overlapping II

I used to believe that dreams do come true and one day I will find my Prince Charming, my knight and shining armor and of course that someone who will love me and only me.
But I was wrong because dreams can also be your worst nightmare. Finding out that your prince charming, your knight and shining armor, the person you love with all your heart was in the arms of a bitch! I mean WITCH... haha

I really dont know how to deal with my current situation!
Confirmation that everything was a lie?!
My God! I think I dont deserve any of these shits!

I'm praying that everything was not TRUE!
@.@

Overlapping...

Just as I've expected! My instinct are always right! I just got a confirmation.
Overlapping! That's all I can say! *winks*

KARMA? It's just around the corner!

Hi I am WALAY2...

Oopppssss.... I'm happy that I saw my super friend "kryz" she's my sweety! An Angel for me. Love her so much. Miss you sweety!

And the sad part of being happy? I saw my name in "someone's" cellphone, it's not yrose, princess yrose or whatever my nickname is! It's simply "WALAY2"
GOD! Who's walay1? Does anyone have a bet? Or who ever knows this person, BUZZ me! LOLX

Goodluck sayo!

Again! Miss you sweety! /kis /hugs

Hard? Hard... Hard!

Can a person trust someone who lied a million times?
When the usual cycle is starting again...

I Envy them but then...

Hayz... Yes! I envy my gurl-friends! ha-ha.. Seeing them with the person they love and loving them back is very priceless. Giving them enough attention just to make their relationship work, spending time with each other as much as possible and of course, treating them more than a princess.

-missin' the old times ^^

-to be cont. *sigh*
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-continuation...

Oh well.. i had a conversation with a new found friend. A very sensible one. It's all about having a relationship, loving your partner and doing everything for that relationship to work. But then, suddenly, you'll find your self falling inlove with another but then you can't let go of the other. That's where the "third party" comes. And we both think that it was destiny who put us together. I am the legal one and she was the second best. She gave me an idea on how hard to be the second best in terms of relationship and of course I also told her how hard for a person to be in a relationship when you know that your partner is somehow having an afair to somebody else [well everyone can realte to that].
She even told me "dapat nga maging masaya ka kase at the end of the day, sayo pa rin uuwi ung partner mo."
Then, I said "I should never be thankful na sakin xa uuwi, kase in the first place sakin lang xa dapat"

Well, that was the start of a very juicy "kwentuhan." I hope to see her again and to continue our "little" chat *winks*

And before I end this one, I would like to tell "him" that I'm so SORRY for being a brat last saturday! You already know my reasons right? But then thank you for telling me and making me realized that I was wrong [but don't shout again ok? grrrr] I hope this time we can make it right [parang narinig ko na yung line na un before ah tsk tsk]. I'm glad that I spent my sunday with you. *winks*

There's no such thing as perfect relationship... It's in your hands to make it perfect. - by nordee

i just wish the rain NEVER pours...

The rain has never been this significant to me .. or the weather ... yes the rain is nostalgic, and you made it real ...

What an overwhelming emotion! I cant bare them all.. But then, I need to pretend that everything is OK and Im strong as Atlas [he can carry the world db?] =))

hayz... never felt this ALONE..
but I know I will get used to this feeling ^^